Monday, November 26, 2012

Dusty Road



Dusty Road

I’ve walked these paths, roads for time unknown.  Dusty, dust on my boots my clothes, my hair, it’s never ending.  My load heavy, straps cutting, bending my shoulders.  Boot soles worn, tatters of what they once were.  I thirst for sweet water, the babble of a brook, roar of a river.  Sounds come to my ears, distant, things from the past, sweet gentle tickling my senses.  I’ve seen lands that amaze in beauty, lands destroyed lay to waste.  I walk on I’m a traveler of this world.  This is my quest.  I live by what the land gives me.  I ask for nothing more, gives thanks for what these lands provide me, I walk alone.

I spy a ghost of a man, dancing in the swirling dusty heat.  A traveler also, he too bears a heavy load, bend from the dusty miles; his clothing in tatters from time and distance.  We pass, not a word, not a nod of the head.  Our eyes don’t meet, neither looking for conversation.   What would one say, both with our own thoughts, none too share.  There are miles to pass this day of days

I trek hours alone down this path, I find my mind returning to the dusty heavy burdened traveler I passed.  Thoughts of the familiar, could I have met him before.  I think not, I’ve never traveled this land before.  Just another land upon lands I’ve walked.

The day grows old; soon rest, one more mile and this day’s journey will be done. My thoughts now of only rest; a Spartan meal to see me through the night.  

I spy a black object in the path ahead, a man’s purse.  It must have slipped from a pocket. It must have fallen from the dusty man; I’ve seen no other traveler this day, hours have ticked since our passing; no hope of its return.  I have not the strength or energy.  Maybe a name or address, I’ll have it posted to the owner when a day takes me near a town.  

I stand swaying in the road; all the life has left my legs.  I stare at the name in the purse; my breath comes in short gasps.  The name is mine; papers I’ve saved, notes I’ve placed in it for future times.   The thoughts of the stranger returns, ‘how can it be, I’ve never passed this way before, but my purse is here in my hands, found on the road.  The sense of the familiar, the dusty man heavy with burden clothing, boots in tatters. Neither he nor I giving the other a glance a word of encouragement.

There has been little sleep this night; confusion is my only companion, thoughts of the traveler, thoughts of how things could be different if I’d give a friendly nod, a word, a short minute of conversation.  The new day will start soon, my burden to bare another day of dusty trails, paths, roads without end.   

I walk this life alone.

From the Ramblings.
t

Sunday, November 25, 2012

I seek you not



I seek you not

I seek you not. Your breath lies dead on numb lips. I think not of you or your name, nights no longer smothered in dreams of you. Any thought of reunion long lost on tearful sleepless nights. You were here and now you are gone, not to return. Hurtful memories are all that are left. I miss you as one misses the slight sting of the blade. Agony is thoughts of you bringing dreaded days of dead memories.

From the Ramblings.
t

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Face of Hate



Face of hate

I’m not just mad or hurt.  I’m livid; words cannot rightfully describe my anger.  You’ve fucked me, chastised me, disciplined me, embarrassed me, stole the respect from me of my class, you've took monies from my family.  I don’t want justice for the wrongs you’ve heaped on my shoulders, I want revenge.  Oh, not the nice clean tidy revenge of you losing you coveted post.  I seek the kind of revenge that one only gets by having hands elbow deep in your bloody fucking stinking guts.  I want to hurt you like you’ve never dreamed possible.  I want to look you in the eye as I pull your festering organs from your sleazy rotten chest.  I want to be very clear with you; I promise to do the very same with what you call your loved ones.   I shall not hurry, not rush, dismiss this from you fucking diseased brain, hast makes waste, and I’ll not cheat you of what you and yours deserve; I’ll erase your bastard linage for all eternity.  I will defile you’re wreaked corpses in ways you cannot dream to imagine.  This I promise.  Take this, my solemn pledge to your fucking muddy hole in the ground.  May the gods forever defecate on your rotting corpses.   AMEN.

From the Ramblings
T

Monday, November 12, 2012

Money



Money

Money; what you ask is money?  Power, power to buy, impress, manipulate, destroy.  My money buys me fame, the best seat in the house, the prettiest, the smartest; I crush my enemies under its weight.  It puts me in company of the powerful.  I make, change, and seduce laws and its makers.  I have the largest the best homes, cars, servants of my every need.  Need I a beer, ass, it’s just for my calling.  People seek my attention my opinions, they believe that because I have money, my ideas have come from divine wisdom.  I speak, people listen, I have money.

From the Ramblings
t

Sunday, November 11, 2012

Sounds of life




The sounds of life 

Everyone knows the sound of your heart beat, childlike thoughts at least.  No I’m speaking of the other sounds, the ones from deep within the corpus we call our bodies.  Guttural, nasty slurping disgusting sounds that manifest deep within each and every one of our bodies.  Gurgling, swooshing, gases passing noises, some loud, some so quiet only fest for one’s own ears.  Do you fret these sounds, these voices from within?  Even though your friends might condemn, make jesters of aghast, you’re not alone.  They also in the solemn sanctity of their homes, Offices do make these gestures of phantom beasts wild in the rut.  Your quest is too quiet these deniers of sounds gone mistakenly amiss.  Dismiss your auricular song; rejoice in the knowledge that all possess this charming gift from within.  Embrace your song as uniquely your own, be it your laugh, snort, or odoriferous thunderous flatulence, you’re not to be shamed anymore!  Free yourself; shout out the songs of life!

 

From the Ramblings
t